More often than not
Words can't describe
My feelings for you
Which live deep inside
Feelings that grow stronger
With every beat of my heart
I knew you were the one for me
Right from the very start
There isn't a moment
In the day I can find
Where you face and smile
Don't appear in my mind
I long to be with you
And hold you so tight
To protect you and love you
Everyday and each night
We share something so special
Each and every day
A feeling in our souls
Words alone can't say
Entries
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Snakes On A Plane Music Video
Watched 'Snakes on a plane' with yt yesterday and man, was it a good show! I totally enjoyed the plot, the gruesome killing, well, devouring, as well as the humour they injected into the movie making it a more interesting one. I have uploaded the music video which i found pretty interesting and also, a feast for my eyes.. Note: those two cute guys in the music video is enough to make your heart melt and forgive their sins! haha I know not what i'm talking about!! I was totally paranoid after watching the movie, half imagining that snakes would turn up everywhere i go, imagining that my dog was being eaten up by some cobra or that my dog would turn into a man-eating snake by night. I've even had dreams about it! This was way scarier than 'Ghost Game' or any other ghost movies! I highly recommend this movie and i give it 4 popcorns.
Wanted to suntan yesterday with yt and ql but the rain dampened our spirits. Why does this always happen whenever we plan to go to Sentosa? I so desperately need to tan. I'm getting so pale that i can even rival a ghost! Ha ha. Been quite bored at home recently with nothing to do. Amanda's overseas, carmen's overseas and the rest are either busy studying or sleeping or going out. But, i'm glad to have my books with me. Just got a book from yt and also got a book form kinokuniya for myself. Cant wait to read it.
Many nice movies coming up and i gotta save up to watch it! Gonna go shopping with my sis now. Till then you guys..
Lovely Angel <
11:11 AM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
And there you have it! Exams are over, school's out and hols has just started! However, Lit test was a total killer but nevertheless, i enjoyed myself yesterday at Vilag'e with yt,ql,car,peijun,pam,peijin,janice,chris and pam's boyfriend, cliff. Man, can we eat! Not only did we enjoy our favourite rosti, we tried other delicacies like the much talked about fried vegetables with oyster sauce, succulent chicken leg, long and fat sausages (does it sound obscene to you? haha), seafood baked rice, man this dish was worth every cent. We got to enjoy crayfish, prawns, mussels and clams (we kept the shells for our own purposes! haha just joking!) It was a pity we didnt manage to capture the delicious food before they were being devoured. Ha ha promise to upload some pictures the next time i go there.
I'm really looking forward to the hols as i already have my activities planned out for the next 7 weeks. Gonna be real busy next week, meeting up with friends that i love as i'm not sure when i'll see them again due to my busy schedule the week after and possibly till the end of the hols. Looking forward to it! Oh and did i tell you? I got my guitar! Thanks car, it was really in tip top condition! Cant wait to learn my first note!
Chatted with Amanda yesterday and i was ashamed at myself. How could i ever not know that my bestest friend was feeling that way? I can be insensitive sometimes so i tend to overlook some really important stuff or other people's feelings. I do hope to be more thoughtful in the future. But Amanda, just so you know, you'll never be just a come-and-go kinda friend.
Joyce's birthday is coming soon! Ha ha I've decided to get her a ...... Nope, i'm not telling! Go find out yourself on the day itself! Gonna start on my 1,000 piece jigsaw puzzle.
Lovely Angel <
10:13 AM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Oh my god! I cant seem to tag on my tagboard! Something's awfully wrong with this service i tell you. How do i rectify the problem? And because of this, i wasn't able to reply yuqin as fast as i could so here i am replying to your message on my tagboard. My pay's 5.5/hr but i do not know how my working hours are like because i've yet to start work and yes, i do have msn. People who don't have msn in this era are, as quoted from peijun, mountain tortoise. haha Do add me yeah? karmene_yee@hotmail.com
Feeling lazy today so i decided to cancel my driving lesson. Been having it for two consecutive days and i can proudly say that i've improved. Ha ha i've only had 12 lessons so far. Still a long way to go before my course finishes and i do hope that i pass on my first try because i seriously don't have much time left!
C lit exam is tomorrow but why am i still feeling so relaxed? haha I can't be bothered about it. I just hope the exam ends and i can have fun with my friends. It has been a long time since we went out as a class. Yay!
To Amanda: i love you my dear. You'll always be my bestest buddy and nothing, i repeat, nothing will ever change that!
Lovely Angel <
10:14 AM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
DO YOU DARE, FOR 5 MILLION THAI BAHT?
"Ghost game" was the name of the movie i watched with yt yesterday. It wasn't as shocking or as disturbing as "The omen" but nicer! I love historical movies, the gorier (ha ha i wonder if such a word exists) the better! Though this isn't really about history, i got to know how the citizens suffered during war time. I've always been interested in wars like WWI or WWII and how their prisoners of war were tortured. Call me a sadist but i would love to know what tools they use on these poor innocent citizens! The tools countries use now can't be compared to those of the past. I guess this is the reason for evil spirits lurking in the shadows of really old historical war sites. Hmm.. wonder if Singapore has any really haunted war sites. Would love to take a look though but i'm a scaredy cat as labelled by yt. In my defense, i did use my jacket but it did not cover my eyes just part of my face! oh what the hell, i was scared! haha Oh boring Singapore!
After the movie, we headed down to plaza singapore to window shop and complaining at the same time how poor we are. We were just walking around Spotlight when we both saw cute alphabets carved out on wood. We figured that it would be a unique and yet interesting gift for any occassion. If we have the time, we would love to show it to you guys and perhaps we could each get one as a symbol of TO1. haha Now, i'm all for class spirit and stuff! Man, i feel so young! Just a thought, would i ever grow taller than, say, yt? haha I'm still young, who knows i may just shoot up next year and you guys wouldnt recognise me anymore.
My holiday mood has been disrupted due to the impending modern lit exam. I couldnt care for that paper since its an open book exam. Once the whole thing's over, i can finally and gladly say goodbye to those two books forever. Talking about modern lit, i got reminded of the conversation i had with yt a few days ago. I can't believe that she's so blur! She thought mod lit exam was yesterday and that we only need to study the blue book instead of the yellow one as well! I was glad i came to her rescue though. Yt, i really am your saviour.
The next few months will be very busy for me as i've got lots of birthday invites to attend to. How nice it is that everyone's approaching 21 and i still have 4 more months to go. I'm already planning my celebration! Yippee!! 21, here i come! Been quite crappy these few days and its time i toned down a little.
Before i end, i would like to thank people like huijun, qiaolin, carmen, yt, amanda, chin swee, shoo shan, peijun and janice for your tags! I do appreciate that you guys take the effort to read my blog and i promise i'll do likewise :)
Lovely Angel <
2:56 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Guys, come visit me at TCC come September 4th! It's still a while before I start work so please, take this opportunity to ask me out! I wouldnt know how my schedule will be like so I do hope that I'll still have some spare time to go out with you guys! Man, am I excited for this job! Not only to I learn basic coffee making skills, I get to do things that I've been wanting to do since young, taking orders, cashiering and what have you. It'll be quite weird as this is the first time I'm all alone. All other times, I've had friends with me which is why I'm pretty excited over this job. My first 'real' job into the society. Ha ha now I'm a fan of TCC though the uniform really sucks. I hope I wont look shorter than I already am with that apron tied to my waist. Urgh..
There's been so much hype about Princess Hours that I decided to download a few episodes to watch it and it turned out to be quite enjoyable. Isn't this what every girl dreams of? Being betrothed to the prince at a young age. Perfect cinderella story! But, here comes reality. How often is this true? I hate it when dramas portray such a beautiful side to life when reality is just the complete opposite. Why can't dramas be more realistic to stop girls like me from fantasizing? I remember a conversation with Amanda once about such dramas, especially taiwanese dramas. They tend to have happy endings, the girl ending up with the guy of her dreams or that the girl getting married to a rich boyfriend. I can practically name a few shows of such genre right now.
Amanda was telling me that though we do know that happy endings only occur in dramas, it makes us happy all the same. Wouldn't you guys imagine yourself as the female lead in the show?Hoping that one day your prince charming will come swooping you into his arms? I guess it is through this hoping and a sense of optimism that makes us truly happy and willing to risk all we can for the one we love. Makes sense to anyone? haha
Totally bored at home nowadays. Where's everyone? yt,ql and carmen, where have you been? Haven't been seeing you guys online in a long time. The only time i hear from you is from the messages you leave on my tag board which i totally appreciate, by the way. Luckily, yt has rescued me from boredom and has asked me out for a movie later in the afternoon. Looking forward to meeting you and ql for a movie and dinner later babe and i'm sure we'll have lots more chances of meeting up even though i'm starting work soon! As promised, better pictures of ql and me.
Lovely Angel <
8:39 AM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Well the good news is, i'm outta my so called depression but the bad news is, i've run outta cash! Sigh, isn't it always the case? What with the guitar courses and some daily neccessities, i'm totally and utterly broke. Perhaps some kind angel can spare me some cash to tide me over? haha If only there were such people around.
On a happier note, i have officially registered for the guitar course which is commencing on 13th september 2006. I am really looking forward to it and i'm actually already thinking of the songs that i will play to memerize the hell outta you! I'm now bent on playing "more than words". It's short, simple and sweet and most of all, it bears my feelings. Yt and ql, you guys know what i'm talking about :) So carmen, please remember to bring the guitar this friday and i do appreciate that you're bringing it all the way from malaysia. Thanks babe! I owe you one!
I had thought of alot of things to type before i logged on to blogspot but now, my mind's a total blank. However, i did not forget carmen and yiting's request to upload their photos. Carmen, the photos that we took aren't that nice. You have some individual photos of just me and you in your handphone right? Perhaps you can send those to me. I'll upload it upon receiving them! :)
Lovely Angel <
11:19 AM
Friday, August 18, 2006
Met up with Amanda yesterday and it was a pretty nice meet up as we talked alot as usual about our problems. It's usually the same old stuff, relationships and money. Why are human beings always and forever bogged down by problems like these? But anyhow, we had a great time. Thank Amanda for being there (there, you requested your name be put up).
Finally the last of all projects is done and i can finally enjoy some peace and quiet but somehow its starting to get to me. Firstly, there's practically no one online except carmen. Secondly, there's absolutely nothing to do in this god-forsaken place! Sometimes i wish that i were schooling again, at least that would keep me busy most of the time instead of lazing around at home and just daydreaming my time away. I've been thinking of alot of stuff recently and sometimes i just get so carried away that i've got no appetite for food. I haven't eaten a decent meal in two days, that's how bad i am. Will i ever stop thinking? Can i ever stop thinking? Sometimes i wish that i could time travel so that i can change certain things from the past. I just hope this feeling goes away and i'll be happy and fine in no time.
Notice to all To1'ers! Next friday is the last day of school and carmen has suggested that we have a class gathering after the C lit exam. What say you guys? Please confirm and decide on a place to have our lunch after that! Its time to party man! Regarding the photos that i've promised both yt and carmen, i'll upload it soon just that i've no mood recently.. Apologies for that!
Lovely Angel <
10:35 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Alright, i surrender! I can no longer look at another chinese word than i can eat another durian! I've had enough of stupid wobao. Disrupting my plans for the day and it isn't helping that my creative juices aren't flowing today. Not that i really worked hard at it. 3 hours in front of the computer and i only managed a mere 750 words. To hell with you, wobao. I am never gonna touch you again. Get out of my sight! Ha ha phew, that was good!
On another note, i've finished reading Jodi Picoult's Vanishing acts. It was a truly mesmerizing piece of work i would say given that the story revolves around the word we use most often --LOVE. It is about parental love, fatherly love, marital love(wonder if there's such a term)and also, love between strangers. How often do we overlook that we, in fact, are being loved by alot of people? How often do we fail to see what our fathers have done for us? More often than not, we take their acts of kindness for granted and throw tantrums whenever we want to. Love, this four-letter word, means alot to all of us i'm sure but how often do we really know how to love? In the story, Eric has been with Delia for the longest time but sadly, endings don't always end happily. Delia chose his best friend, Fitz, over him. You would expect Eric to throw a big fit at Fitz but all he did was to let go and let Delia find her own happiness. Loving someone doesn't mean you gotta possess her, this is one lesson i've learnt and i hope it'll enable me to apply this lesson in future uses.
I'm in a dilemma. Should i go for an interview conducted by the coffee club? I need to earn extra cash but i'm really lazy to get my butt off the chair. Its the hols and i would very much like to enjoy but i'm running out of cash. Mom tells me to stay at home to clean up the house but part of me feels like working. Sigh.. all the important decisions that i have to make. ha ha ha
I realised that my blog is kinda boring and i have decided to post a picture. Just wanted to see if it works. Just a random picture that i selected. Once i get the hang of it, i'll upload more pictures. *Request to TO1, anyone wants to go sentosa during the hols? fix a time and we can all go get a healthy tan.
Lovely Angel <
10:21 AM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
My peaceful and relaxing breakfast was destroyed by a particular rude aunty who paid no attention to civics and moral education class.i absolutely loathe the fact that some people just sit on 'my' table at the hawker centre without asking for my permission! Not that i own the table or anything but the least one can (must) do would be to ask! Seriously, all those campaigns about promoting kindness and all are all crap! Someone should educate these people sometimes.
On a lighter note, i celebrated my grandma's birthday on saturday. Didn't expect much from it as i'm always sitting at one corner reading my book (p.s. YT, the book from Jodi Picoult is damn nice. I'll lend it to you once i'm done) or walking round the dinner table many times to get another serving of rice or vegetables. I never was close to my mother's side which led to my behaviour whenever i'm at my granny's house and i dislike the way my aunt boasts about her NTU daughter. Yes, i know that the new term has just started for the uni students and they're packed to the brim with homework and project assignments but there's no need for you to talk to me as if i desperately needed her daughter there to talk to me. I'm totally fine on my own, thank you very much. And, why the hell would i care if she's having literature as one of her elective modules?! Is she trying to tell me then that her daughter's oh-so-smart? I have more important things to do than learn about her daughter's modules!
Carmen came to my house last Thursday and did we have a fun time! Its amazing how long girls can talk for when they get together! But it was really an eventful night for i learnt more about her and i am sure she did too. You know, i'm just blabbering so i'm just gonna end. Till then..
Lovely Angel <
11:22 AM
Friday, August 11, 2006
Welcome you guys to my blog! I wanna thank yiting and qiaolin for helping with the setting up of this blog! stay tuned for more posts!