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What Words Alone Can't Say
by Nathan Wende
More often than not
Words can't describe
My feelings for you
Which live deep inside
Feelings that grow stronger
With every beat of my heart
I knew you were the one for me
Right from the very start
There isn't a moment
In the day I can find
Where you face and smile
Don't appear in my mind
I long to be with you
And hold you so tight
To protect you and love you
Everyday and each night
We share something so special
Each and every day
A feeling in our souls
Words alone can't say
Entries
Friday, September 29, 2006
AND TODAY'S THE DAY! It's finally friday! Yay! I'll be meeting Ben to watch 'Forbidden City'! I hope i can get some photos for you guys! I'm finally watching this much talked about musical! I was lucky enough to find someone to accompany me or i would have to go alone. Why is it that none of my friends appreciate musicals? One day, hopefully 'Phantom of the opera' comes to Singapore and you will all be mesmerized by the beautiful songs as well as the set designs. Again, its friday. Time seems to be slipping by. Its just two weeks to school and i'm trying to meet as many people as possible and i'm fully packed next week what with meeting amanda, sis's birthday, work, chin's birthday and women's day out. Did i mention to you? I'll be strutting my aerobics moves at the heart of orchard come Oct 7th! I joined this event with Amanda not because we're so confident of ourselves but more for the goodie bag! Will take some pictures on that day and upload it online. Worked yesterday and luckily i did for qiaolin came to visit me! Thanks dear! I really appreciate that thought and i'm glad you remembered your way! Was really touched. Love you my dear. Oh by the way, i've already got the 15% discount card from TCC so anyone who wants the discount can come find me. Am i excited! To all the people whom i've yet to meet, please try to make a day for me. I really wish to hang out with you before school reopens. Till then..
Lovely Angel <
9:58 AM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Realised that i haven't been updating my blog in a long time. I was too busy the past few days and i've been feeling really tired but i am satisfied with life at this moment in time. I never thought i could accomplish so much in a short span of 2 months and i've done whatever that needs to be done. Found a job i have, went sentosa with ql and yt, been there done that, met up with some of my closest friends like amanda and chin swee as well as learning guitar. I'm gonna miss this busy yet fulfilling part of life when school starts because i know that i wouldn't be going out that often which means less pubbing. Went out with Lee and Roger yesterday. Our intention was to bid azmi farewell but he couldn't turn up due to some unforeseen circumstances leaving the three of us to soak in the nice and peaceful atmosphere of the pub. Couldn't really remember the name of it though but we had fun. It was a pity i didn't take photos of us. Promise to get the photos from them though. I'm sorry i can't really think right now. Having a minor hangover. Been having headaches recently, i've lost my appetite but the only thing that i haven't lost is sleep. Funnily i can sleep well but i can't eat well. Ha ha I'm such a weird person aren't i? Watching "Miami Vice" this sat. I hope it turns out well! I've got work after that, but i'm not complaining because i'm gonna be meeting my best pals, Lee and Roger! I guess its true when someone says 'you lose something and you gain something'. Amanda, i love you. Don't ever doubt that. Yt,ql, when are we going out again?!! We didn't meet for a week already! I'm missing you guys so so much!
Lovely Angel <
9:41 AM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
I am an impulsive gal I do things according to what my heart tells me. I'm very independent but i also want someone to lean on. Contradicting huh? I did something nice yesterday and that made me very happy. Not convenient to state on the blog so guys, if you wanna know, msg me or call me and i'll tell you everything! BUT, i'm deliriously happy!! I love my life no matter how messed up or how complicated it is, i still love it! I love the fact that amanda and i cleared our misunderstandings and i hope that you won't be sensitive anymore yeah? I love you babe, more than anything in the world. More than someone as well :) Argh!! I got so much to say but i'm currently brain dead. Had to much alcohol last night and did i mention? I went pubbing with roger and yes, you've guessed it right. He made me happy. Ha ha. But, no, we're not together yet. Go figure guys. Let's meet up soon!
Lovely Angel <
8:40 AM
Friday, September 22, 2006
Tanned, Tipsy and feeling absolutely perfect! As planned, ql,yt and i headed down to sunny sentosa yesterday and was it a truly perfect outing! Let's see, nothing unusual happened along the way to harbourfront for me, all of us woke up in time but most importantly, the weather was great! It truly has been a long time since i last enjoyed such perfect weather although it was a little cloudy. We took many photos which i'll upload at the end of the post. We took like there was no tomorrow! Something terribly funny happened while we were swimming in the sea. This guy came up to us requesting to take a photo with us as part of his dare segment from the game 'true or dare' or is it 'truth or dare'? Whatever it is, we took up the challenge. Well, technically we, but ql and yt left me alone with this stranger and very politely volunteered to be the camera-man. Being the nice girl that i am, i took up the challenge! I've got nothing to complain about since he's my kinda guy. Tanned, muscular with a bit of boyish charm. Was i smittened! But, i wasn't overly smittened, not to worry guys. The best part was, he asked for my number and that was also part of the dare! I wasn't sure about that but i decided to give him the benefit of the doubt and gave him my number hoping that he would remember correctly but he didn't and i didn't bother to correct him. It's fated! We then headed down to boat quay's eskibar where each of us ordered a drink. By the way, thank yt for footing the bill first! Without her, i wouldn't be able to enjoy as much as i did yesterday. As usual, i downed two bottles of heineken and that was all it took to get me 'started'. I was still sober but i said and did things that weren't coherent with my brain. Guess i scared the hell outta yt and ql. I hope you guys still want to drink with me. Ha ha. Luckily Roger turned up and sent me home or i won't know how i would be able to get home safely without being taken advantaged of. It was truly a girl's night out! I truly enjoyed myself and we really should have more of such outings! I love you guys and thank you for being there for me! My lovely buddies My one and only Couple or no couple? I leave you to decide Someone i can't leave without. My fling, albeit a short one My date for the night Freezing! Our drinks. Cheers!
Lovely Angel <
9:11 AM
Monday, September 18, 2006
Oh my god!!!I worked with Salim today! For those who do not know who he is, please refer to my previous post! Oh my.. i knew more about him today. He's only 19! Why, oh why am i liking younger guys? Seriously, i find them very intriguing and cute! They have a zest for life, so fun and playful unlike more matured guys who care about their appearance and face! I really enjoyed my time with him. But, he's attached so i guess i had better not focus so much attention on him until he breaks off with his girlfriend. oops!! Like i bother!!Again, i met another gentlemen today. Actually i knew him longer than Lee and he's quite a good friend of mine. Also a colleague from TCC and he's also 19. Why am i attracted to guys who are 19 yrs old then? Now i know my preference, guys who are fun, who don't mind embarassing themselves in public (young guys) or guys who are matured and can discuss novels with me ( more matured guys e.g. 23yrs). Ha ha. Will i ever meet such a guy? My whole mind is filled of you. My eyes stick to you like glueBut have you noticed any clue,that i am trying to pass onto you?My heart bleeds upon thoughthow much pain you've broughtShould i just give up the fightand resign myself to fate?
Lovely Angel <
8:35 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Firstly, i would like to apologize to my ardent supporters for not being able to update on a regular basis. I was simply too busy and occupied with activites to update! Work, driving lessons, guitar lessons, exercise classes, etc etc have taken up most of my free time. The only time i get to really rest would be sleep time.I had the most amazing time last night. I know you guys are going to kill me but i'm still gonna say. I just need an outlet to let out my emotions! I worked yesterday at TCC from 6pm to 2am all the while hoping for you guys to come visit but no one showed up! Ha ha, just kidding. Anyway, there's this really cute colleague of mine. His name's Salim. Yeah, he's malay by the way but i can't tell you how cute he is. I don't even know how he can be comparable to anyone! Ok, i may be exaggerating but he's a pretty boy. He has that kinda bad boy look but with some boyish charms. Most unfortunately, our work schedules doesn't coincide so i can only see him on saturdays from 6pm-7pm. SIGH.....I also had another encounter with a pretty boy who happens to be a customer. Perhaps i shouldn't label him as a pretty boy. He has that kinda bad boy look, those chiselled features that made him stand out from his company of friends! Oh my.. how i just kept looking at him when i was supposed to be serving customers! Seriously, cute guys are just a distraction, not good for the eyes. Till now, i can still remember his side view, how his cheek bones look so sexy when he talks and how perfect his chin is. Forgive me for i am drifting off to a land that was and will never be mine in the first place. Ha ha.I met this gentlemen who also happens to be my colleague at TCC. His name i forgot but i do remember distinctly that he asked me to call him Lee. Alright, so Lee was this perfect guy that every girl would dream for. The way he treats girls, one can almost fool themself that he is their boyfriend. No kidding. Of course i was no exception. I let my mind wander for a little while before reality finally hit me, which took a longertime than usual. As i ended work at 2am, there will be this company bus sending us to our designated locations so Lee was wondering if the bus would stop infront of my house cos it was very late, or early, and that it may not be safe for a girl to walk home alone no matter how safe Singapore is. I wasn't sure where the bus will stop and so he offered to walk me home. Well, i wished the bus would stop a few blocks so i would be able to take a long romantic stroll with him. Unfortunately, the bus stopped right outside my house but, the best part was, he still offered to walk me home! He asked me 3 times if i was sure i didn't need his company! Girls, who wouldn't want this guy as your boyfriend? I want!!!I'm away in wonderland now. Please do not wake me up. Let me continue this dream of mine..... nitez pals..
Lovely Angel <
2:07 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
I would like to apologize for my emotions previously. I should really learn to control my emotions. Like what they always say, patience is a virtue. I shouldn't always start blabbering nonsense or angry words at anyone who's willing to listen. On a lighter note, my guitar lesson is starting tomorrow! Very excited for it yet nervous at the same time as i'm not sure what to expect from it. I do hope to continue through the whole course and not give up halfway which i'm so famous for. Had my third day working at the cafe on Monday and it was real sucky. I kept making mistakes and i wasn't as cheerful as before. I guess i was too tired and the fussy and imptient customers didn't help matters. So what if you've got lots of money to spare? Does that mean you have to order us like we're your servants, talk to us with your back facing us? If customers aren't always right, i would have stood up to you and sprouted vulgaritires right into your face. I worked last friday as well but my experience was a good one with one customer commenting me and that made me happy the whole day. I feel that customers should give more positive feedback so as to encourage us poor waitresses. Its tiring enough standing the whole day, not to mention running here and there during peak hours so please don't give us your black faces when we serve you. We are already trying our best. What surprised me on Friday was that my parents came to visit me and was i shocked beyond words! I hope that tomorrow will be a better day for me. No more nasty customers please. Went to Chomp Chomp last night with friends and i was quite disappointed. I heard so much about it and had expected it to be grand and big but the area was quite small nonetheless, i had a great time. Will upload the photos in my next entry. Till then..
Lovely Angel <
8:19 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Dead tired but still hanging there If any of you darlings wondered where i disappeared for the past few days, fret not, for i was not being eaten up by a crocodile, neither was i trapped in a lift. I was in fact, hidden in one of the secret rooms at beach centre. As all of you are aware, i have officially started work at TCC and i am enjoying every minute of it! The past two days were more of a training cum orientation programme for people like me who are new to waitressing. It wasn't at my usual outlet but at the main office where we learnt about their products, their management as well as brushing up on our attire and the most importantly, our service. I enjoyed serving the customers more than seating through two days of lecture though. But i'm not complaining for i'm being paid just for paying attention in class! One thing i learnt throughout the entire course is this, "it doesn't matter how high your academic qualifications are because once you get into the working world, common sense matters much more than anything." Without the ability to think and speak well, you are as good as a goner. I thought a lot after the two day course and i felt that i still have a long way to go before i can be an excellent waitress. Please guys, do not underestimate the waitresses. Their job may seem simple to you but you do not know what kinda training they underwent before being able to speak so fluently. Do hope that this experience will aid me in future. Celebrated peijun's birthday on thursday. Her sweet 18th birthday. Still a young age , but you have no idea how much i envy you, peijun. I wish i was young again, fooling around, without a care in the world but i can't. I've got too much responsibilities on hand right now. Nevertheless, a very happy belated birthday to you! We kicked off her birthday celebration with a steamboat feast at marina bay where we truly enjoyed ourselves, BBQ-ing food for our buddies, refilling our plates and cracking our heads to create a perfect dish for the rest of the guys. Ha ha yt the great tried her hand at cooking and i must say that it wasn't as bad as i expected it to be! Seems like we won't be getting food poisoning any time soon. Great job! I may wanna try your macaroni if i get the chance to! We name the dish we cooked 'love guotiao' because its a product of love from yt and me to the people eating it. After feasting, we headed down to cineleisure for a relaxing time, enjoying ice cream in a nice and cosy environment and that was the time when i got really high. I got drunk on water! Ha ha how retarded can i get? All in all, we really enjoyed ourselves. Pictures are below for your viewing pleasure. It's finally the end of the week with friday just a few hours away. Gonna work at boat quat tomorrow. I hope it'll be fun. Looking forward to it. Oh, before i end, i bought some stuff from bugis just now which i hope to upload it when i've got the time. Till then.. 'love guotiao'
chocolate fudge
sweet 18th
People who know me inside out
Lovely Angel <
10:03 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Good afternoon! Welcome to TCC!Isn't this what you'll always hear upon entering any TCC outlet? Well, i'm doing it now. Come visit me at the outlet at Circular road, Boat quay! When i first received the assignment, i was shocked. Boat quay? Isn't it an awful coincidence that i met my ex at boat quay while working at the chinese restaurant two years ago. Heaven must be playing some kind of trick on me. I did feel nostalgic walking past that stretch of restaurants. Part wondering why i was so stupid to be with him and the first place and another part, reminiscing about the wonderful past, not with him of course! I do sincerely wish for you guys to visit me! I'll be working mondays, wednesdays and saturdays. I work from 12-5pm on both mondays and wednesdays and from 6pm to 2am on saturdays. Yeah, you guys can chill till the wee hours of the morning and i can provide free cab fare back to my house. Treat it as a mini stayover party. I've got special privileges too. 15% discount if i spend a minimum of $20! But, I've yet to get the card yet. Wonder when they'll issue me one.In case you guys didn't know, i bought a new laptop and sold the old one away. Its a Sony laptop and in case you're wondering, it's not those laptops that's as light as a feather and cost a bomb. Mine's about the same size as yiting, only cheaper. Bought it at the Comex exhibition fair for $1,799! What a bargain! Can't wait to show you guys. The only bad part is that it doesn't come with microsoft words but that can be easily installed into the computer. What's best about this notebook is that, its windows applicable and i can type in whatever language i want even though i only need chinese characters! But, that's enough.Finished 'The pact' and i loved it! I love Jodi Picoult! You guys should read it one day. Imagine, loving someone so much, you would even be prepared to commit a crime and in this case, a murder, for that someone. Can anyone of you do it? I seriously doubt it.
Lovely Angel <
3:27 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
I seem to have neglected this blog but when i look back at my entries, i've only not updated for three days. Time seems to be passing by real slowly for me. But before i die of boredom, i would like to fill you guys on what i've been up to for the past three days. Thursday Went for a shopping spree with sis to Orchard and Plaza Singapura. The rain dampened my spirits for that day and also postponed our outing for two hours! Stupid rain. It just keeps getting heavier! Just as well, i get to sleep in. Had lunch at taka where i had japanese food and sis had thai food. Finally, i remembered to capture the delicious food before they found their way to my stomach. I didn't buy much stuff. Some make up products, a bra and a G-string. Yea, i do plan to wear that, mind you. Do not be surprised if you see me donning a g-string to school one day! Friday Went to JB with parents on Friday and i would have to say that i had alot of fun though i was freaking tired by the time i reach home. Imagine, i was at JB since 830am and only left that place at 830pm. That's 12 whole hours! It was longer i tell you, i just didn't know the exact time we went there. I had a feast that day. Roti prata, nasi lemak, mee rebus, hor fun, KFC, satay, fried kuay teow, dim sum, crabs, soup, etc etc and i did eat all these! Come to think of it, it was indeed a little scary. I swore off food that day onwards but judging from my appetite today, that didn't work. Nah, i'm too much of a foodie to be giving up on food. Again, i didn't buy anything from my shopping spree there. Then again, the style isn't to my liking. Saturday Joyce had her birthday party today which makes her a mature 21 years of age! How fast time flies. I remember that she was only 15 when i got to know her. 6 years of friendship, we've come a long way. Joycey baby, i do hope that you would come out more often with me! I don't want to just meet up with you on special occassions and not knowing anything about your life! Feeling way too melacholic today and i do know what sparked that. Just one phrase, i do know that what i have is not what i want. But can i really have whatever i wanted? Times have changed and it's no longer the time where mommy or daddy can fix just anything in the world. What they can't and never fix are affairs pertaining to the heart. Look out world, reality bites
Lovely Angel <
10:53 PM