About Me
Had a long and hearty talk with ql and yt on the way home and that talk left me thinking quite a bit even after they alighted. Perhaps we share different views on things or perhaps i've been exposed to much more than you guys thats why it doesn't seem to bother me that much. Though i didn't outrightly disagree with you ql, but i felt a sharp stab in my heart. No, you didn't hurt me don't worry but why is it that i don't feel the same way as you do? Am i just too ignorant or i really do not bother? I hope i'm wrong my dear, for i wouldn't wanna make another mistake. Goodness me! I don't even know what i'm saying! However, i do know in fact, what i've been thinking for the past two hours.
Why is it that we're all stucked in this rut which may either make or break us. Make us we pray but things always do seem to work against us. This rut, we created, all by ourselves. The building of it, maintaining it even the breaking of it could be created by us. Perhaps as girls, we all tend to be overly concerned, overly sensitive. Just like caring for a plant. Too much water and fertiliser kills it. How i wish the world was devoid of emotions. Only then will we not know how it feels like to be hurt, lonely, angry or worse, jealous. How i wish i was devoid of love. Devoid of all emotions a human being should receive. Only then can i lead my life without expectations of any sort. I hate expectations for i hate being let down.
Some random thoughts. Do not take any of these to heart. Just blabbering and perhaps, giving you guys something to wonder about for the next few days till i blog again.
