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Sunday, December 31, 2006
Its the last day of year 2006 and time i thought through my new year resolutions for year 2007. Like what they always say, resolutions are meant to be broken, so what's the point in making them? Guess people just want to console themselves of the things they CAN do. Whether they manage to fulfil it is another thing. Looking back, my resolution for 2006 was to do well in my studies, be less sensitive in terms of relationships and be more sensible. I didn't manage to fulfil any of my resolutions. Instead, i became more sensitive, hurting myself and others, became immatured thus making a fool outta myself. Though i've had bad experiences with resolutions, i'm still gonna make one for year 2007 and hopefully i can look back at 2007 with a smile saying that i've fulfilled each and every one of them.
First and foremost, i wish my present relationship would work out. I'm sick and tired of looking for another one. I'm sick and tired of worrying but also because i love him too much to let go.
Secondly, i wish i would be able to pass all my modules in China and not having to return to Singapore in shame.
Thridly, i wish i could be more sensible in my thinking and not start hurting my loved ones with my unreasonable behaviour.
Fourthly, I wish that i would be more filial towards my parents and not take them for granted.
Lastly, i wish to love all my friends as best as i can because they're the most important bunch of people to me and i would never wanna lose any one of them
There you have it, my new year resolution for 2007. Just 5 resolutions, shouldn't be that hard to fulfil huh? I'm crossing my fingers.
Lovely Angel <
10:59 PM
It's time i updated my blog. It has been idle for almost a week thanks to the recent happenings in my life. I had a rollercoaster week and the excitement has finally settled so it's back to same old boring lifestyle and the start of school. However, i'm not dreading school as much as i used to. I guess its partly due to the fact that it'll only be 5 weeks till hols and mainly due to my china trip. I'm quite looking forward to it actually, the coming back part only i guess. I just want my china trip to be over and done with so that i can set my mind at ease when i'm back. Enough about my plans for the future, lets just recap the events that happened the past week.
27th December 2006
This was arguably the best day since hols started. Hanging out with ql and yt has always been fun, not to mention crappy. We started out by meeting in school at 12pm to collect our camera before heading down to far east plaza for chicken rice, highly recommended by ql. The chicken was sweet and succulent, rice was just the right texture and the soup was delicious by my standards! I was practically licking outta my bowl, that's how bad it is! Heerens was our next stop where they got me my birthday present - new urban male flip flops! Thank you guys! I really appreciate everything that you've done for me and i will never ever forget the love and care you guys have showered upon me. Tea was next at NYDC where we had really sinful stuff. Photos have been uploaded for viewing pleasure but please do not drool on your keyboard!
My very first NUM flipflops!
NYDC's ice cream! Sinful stuff
Chocolate delight though not that delightful after all
yt with elephanchino! Coffee with irish cream (non alcoholic)
29th December 2006
My busiest day since hols started but i rather fulfilling one as well for i realized that the most important things in life are friends. Even when the world falls around you, friends will still be there to show you support and encouragement. Was really grateful to the people who showed up at my party and all the presents that i've received. Well, let the pictures do the talking instead.
Sec school friends clique
Poly friends
Sex on the beach lip moisturizer
30th December 2006
Celebrated my actual birthday at halo bar with Roger, Serene, Kenny, John as well as Gordon. Thank you for the beautiful memories. I do appreciate everything that you guys have done for me.
Serene, Roger, Kenny
Kar, Serene
Lovely Angel <
6:27 PM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Once again, its Christmas! Before i start on my post, i would like to wish you readers a very merry christmas and a happy new year! My group has just concluded our video production project and i have to say that i'm very pleased with it. Thank you guys for all your hard work! Couldn't have done it without you guys. Also, we have Mr Cheng to thank for editing most of the flaws in our video. Thanks ah cheng!
School aside, i managed to pull myself outta house to catch 'The curse of the golden flower' starring Gong Li, Chow Yun Fatt and Jay Chou. As someone who doesn't appreciate costume movies, i was totally blown over by the set designs as well as the costumes worn by Gong Li throughout the show. Also, did i mention that her boobs are huge? Man, one would kill to have boobs like hers. One of the disadvantages of learning video production, however, was the fact that i was also noticing how the cameraman filmed the movie. Noticing which was long shot, medium close up, mid shot or close up shots. Totally irritating and distracting. This was not the first time it has happened. Great swordsplay aside, jay's acting was only passable. If any of you noticed, he looked really out of place and really weird with that moustache on. There were funny moments too when the actors showed exaggerated facial expressions. On the whole it was a great show and one which made me think about the cunning side of human beings. Humans are the most vicious and most unpredictable animals on the planet.
On a personal level, i've had my share of bad days recently having thought through many things as well as come to terms with myself on certain subjects. It has truly been one long weekend for me. It was a good one however. It made me realize how much i want something, how much i would be willing to sacrifice for something and also it has assured me in more ways than one.
I hate being alone. I don't like the feeling of not being able to 'report' to anyone about my daily ongoings. I'm glad you'll continue standying by me. That's all i ask for, my dear.
Lovely Angel <
11:22 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
It has been close to a week since i last updated my blog. How time flies. Just last week, i was rejoicing the departure of my parents who are going to Korea and now, i'm dreading their return. But, before you guys label me as an unfilial daughter, i've got to say something in my defense. I DID miss them and it was awful without mommy around to take care of my daily neccessities. However short one week may be, many things happened during this period of time. Bonds were strengthened, uneasiness was cast away and a whole new future awaiting me, awaiting us. One down point, however, was the fact that my friend had another relapse where doctors found cancer cells in his bone marrow. How fragile a life, how tender a person.
Sometimes i think to myself, we really are a lucky bunch of people. We are blessed with a life many people can't even afford to have. A life of hope, a life of anticipation, a life of love. More often than not, we take all these for granted and hope for more. But, i'm telling you, i'm contented just to have you by my side and i will cherish you always. This applies to all my friends as well.
I've just started my two week holiday and already my first week is already packed with activities. Doesn't seem quite like a break for me though, for i have to go back to school on certain days for project meetings. Also, christmas is coming and there are many things i've yet to do. I do wish to complete all i've got to do by new year or CNY before i leave for China. Speaking of which, i'll be leaving in 70 days. Unbelieveable huh? I do wish to meet up with every single one of you and spend as much time as i can with each and every individual. I dont wanna leave any room for regrets. Of course, YOU will occupy most of my time and i will miss you most.
The whole house now seems so empty. It used to have a spark, an attraction, a magnetic force to it a week ago. But it isn't there anymore. The house has lost its charm and for once in 10 days, i dread coming home.
Lovely Angel <
3:54 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
And finally, video production project is over. Left with the editing but to hell with that. At least we've all endured the long standing hours, the unstoppable crowds, the unpredictable weather as well as fiery tempers. Looking back, i would have to say that i've had quite an experience doing this project. I would like to extend my greatest thanks to Zhen Yuan, Hui ling, Pei Pei, Wei Ting and not forgetting my group mates for enduring sleepless nights with me.
I miss you, Amanda. I wonder if you'll be reading this in the near future but i'm really glad that you've stucked by me all these while, listening to my complaints as well as lending me a shoulder to cry on.
Nothing much to blog on recently so i guess i'll just end here.
Lovely Angel <
7:37 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
I feel surprisingly relaxed today though i've got lots on hand right now what with two projects due the following week, lots of packing up to do as well as more unfinished business which i shall keep it private for now. Life's been mundane recently except for the fact that my sis has suddenly taken a liking to 曹格, playing his songs over and over again. Never knew my sis was that into chinese songs. I do love and respect chinese songs quite a bit but the repeated playing of 梁山泊与朱丽叶is getting on my nerves.
For the benefit of those who haven't been talking to me in the past week or so, i have stopped working at TCC with effect from 2nd December 2006. For those who have visited me during my three months there, i thank you and appreciate it and for those who promised to visit but failed due to unknown reasons, you're not forgiven. Ha ha. I could only say that you missed your chance to see cute Karmene in uniform. Its your loss. However, being the nice guy that i am, i have uploaded some photos for your viewing pleasure.
Once again, Christmas is round the corner and bright lights fill Orchard road. Christmas has a special meaning to me besides the fact that its a season of giving and receiving. It just has a nostalgic feel that i can't even begin to explain. I know this year will be different and it will truly be a season of joy and laughter.
The person who never fails to cheer me up with her silly antics
I could never have done it without you, chin
A white christmas indeed
The whole company
Now, where did this come from?
Lovely Angel <
1:43 PM
