I was living in the past but somehow you brought me back

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What Words Alone Can't Say
by Nathan Wende

More often than not
Words can't describe
My feelings for you
Which live deep inside
Feelings that grow stronger
With every beat of my heart
I knew you were the one for me
Right from the very start
There isn't a moment
In the day I can find
Where you face and smile
Don't appear in my mind
I long to be with you
And hold you so tight
To protect you and love you
Everyday and each night
We share something so special
Each and every day
A feeling in our souls
Words alone can't say

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Friday, June 15, 2007

Have you ever felt the world tumbling down on you when you've already got the whole world at your hands?

Have you ever felt like a stranger infront of someone you've known for nearly three years?

Have you ever felt so alone when in fact, the whole room is bustling with people?

Have you ever felt neglected when you already have someone who loves you very much?

Have you ever felt like giving up but you know giving up is just another source for sorrows and misery?

I felt the whole word tumbling down on me last night. Tossed and turned i did, count sheeps i did, i did all the things i possibly could for time to pass quickly. For morning to come. And morning did come in the end but it started off badly. My nightmare, from the previous night, started to haunt me the minute i woke up. Gone away are my gratefulness for morning, gone are my cries of happiness. What replaces this is fear. Fear that the inevitable would come. Fear that my nightmare might be a bad omen. Oh fuck you, stop haunting me will you? Stop disrupting my peaceful sleep with YOU in it. I've had enough of you, i thought i had already gotten you out of my mind but there you are, hurting me again even in my dreams.

I've been plagued by nightmares ever since i came here. Plagued by you, plagued by the hurtful messages that you sent, plagued by the person i love most. How ironic. Being hurt by the person you love most, being pestered.. being disturbed..

I'm not in the correct frame of mind to type now. Perhaps we really do have different wavelengths. I just hope you wouldn't commit that again.

Lovely Angel <
10:08 PM