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What Words Alone Can't Say
by Nathan Wende
More often than not
Words can't describe
My feelings for you
Which live deep inside
Feelings that grow stronger
With every beat of my heart
I knew you were the one for me
Right from the very start
There isn't a moment
In the day I can find
Where you face and smile
Don't appear in my mind
I long to be with you
And hold you so tight
To protect you and love you
Everyday and each night
We share something so special
Each and every day
A feeling in our souls
Words alone can't say
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Thursday, August 23, 2007
I seem to be updating on a four day basis. Reason being, i'm so busy from mondays to wednesdays that i hardly have time for myself let alone blog. Things has been as smooth as a rollercoaster ride. The past week has been a hell of an emotional week for me so much so that crying and laughing have become a part of my life. I still sometimes cry myself to sleep, stare blankly into space and not understand a single word my friends are talking about. Man, am i so going to hell for this.
I saw someone yesterday. I couldnt say that he played a vital role in my past but well, he was my CJ schoolmate. He brought back memories for me. Happy memories as well as unhappy ones. They used to be so happy in the past but just 2 years down the road, both led separate lives. Both have got another person they want to share the rest of their lives with. How scary one's heart changes. How scary it is when the promise of eternity is broken. I still remembered the storms they have encountered together, promising to be by each other's side come what may. Apparently, all was said in a state of impulse. It was only puppy love then. Words are cheap.
Now four years on, things have indeed changed. For better or for worse you decide. Would i suffer the same fate as they did two years back? Things are unpredictable. No matter how very much i wish for the promises of eternity to come true, how much i wish that love would withstand the test of time, it still very much depends on the other party or rather, as everyone believes in, fate.
Now fly away my little one. Go to a place where winter is gone and summer is near. Go to a place where happiness lies. Stay no more in this cold and unfeeling cage. See the outside world for a change. I'm sure it beats staying in the cage waiting for your owner to feed u when the time comes. Fly away my little one, i'm sure you deserve more than this. Oh i still wish for you to fuck off by the way.
Lovely Angel <
5:49 PM
