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What Words Alone Can't Say
by Nathan Wende
More often than not
Words can't describe
My feelings for you
Which live deep inside
Feelings that grow stronger
With every beat of my heart
I knew you were the one for me
Right from the very start
There isn't a moment
In the day I can find
Where you face and smile
Don't appear in my mind
I long to be with you
And hold you so tight
To protect you and love you
Everyday and each night
We share something so special
Each and every day
A feeling in our souls
Words alone can't say
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Saturday, August 11, 2007
So the first week of school has passed by quite smoothly albeit some minor hiccups along the way what with us feeling quite drained out by the end of the week not to mention facing some very irresponsible lectuerers on our very first week of school. We woke up at an unearthly hour of 0545am only to be greeted with disappointment for our very first etymology lecture. Not only were we stood up by the lecturer, he did not even have the courtest to inform us that he was held up at some place, some where. Fortunately for us, huijun checked with the general office and finally, at 0945 hrs, we were told that the lecturer would not be coming in for the day. Thank god for Huijun or we would be waiting stupidly for that bloody fool to come.
These days i've been thinking and wondering so much that i'm not myself. I do things i rarely do. I say things that the old me would never dared to do in the past. Is the world changing? Or as quoted from Qiaolin, the world is ending soon? Ha ha I am truly amazed at the things i hear myself say. I may be mean but i do keep it under wraps most of the time. But why is it that people around me have been seeing this ugly side of me, something that i find it so hard to hide? Apologies to all who has seen fiery tempers fly up or heard some really nasty remarks from me. Those of you, you know who you are. I'm sorry.
Perhaps i really should change and start gearing up for the teaching world. It wouldn't do me good to be so strong headed sometimes. I seriously must learn to have some morals. Alright then, no more nasty thoughts of so and so and no more fiery tempers! If only that were so easy to attain! Ah, someone just kill me for you will never see me utter sweet praises or flare the smallest and most minimal of all tempers. How hard is it to be in this society? Someone tell me please. I so desperately need to know.
And as usual, i've been in a world of my own. Wrapped in my own thoughts. Thoughts that i could never entangle myself out of it. No one understands how i feel other than the usual buddies like qiaolin and yiting. The rest just listen and do nothing about it. Do you really know what i want? All you guys can say is, Karmene, you think too much for your own good. For fuck's sake, as if i don't know myself well enough! Who are you to comment on that? I bet you don't think as much as i do. Don't cherish what i've been cherishing all along. Perhaps i'm right which probably explains why we are on different wavelengths. Ah.. How the world is changing so very much.
Well, just let me die in this heavily moralized world. A place which can't fit a girl like me in.
Lovely Angel <
8:06 AM
