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What Words Alone Can't Say
by Nathan Wende
More often than not
Words can't describe
My feelings for you
Which live deep inside
Feelings that grow stronger
With every beat of my heart
I knew you were the one for me
Right from the very start
There isn't a moment
In the day I can find
Where you face and smile
Don't appear in my mind
I long to be with you
And hold you so tight
To protect you and love you
Everyday and each night
We share something so special
Each and every day
A feeling in our souls
Words alone can't say
Entries
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
And e-learning week is into its halfway mark. So is my life. I see myself slacking and lazing around at home for the past three days. This isn't what i expected for my holidays to be! Where's everyone when i needed them? I seriously feel that holidays are a bother. Not only do you have to worry about the tons of homework to be completed, you've got to worry also about the places to go, the people to meet as well as fending off some very irritating people who gets on my nerves constantly. Seriously, is it a little too much to ask for you to be real? Then again, two can play at a game. Any game.
Having lots of time at hand, i'm doing what i do best. Thinking. And lots of them. I deem myself a very pessimistic girl. Any little obstacle that comes my way, i consider it an omen. It doesn't matter if anything good comes out of it. What matters that it existed and its taunting me to give up. Its snarling at me. Its laughing at me, " You bloody fool. Come, take me on. Don't you dare? Come and we'll see who gets the last laugh". Fuck you. Don't you dare talk to me like that. Don't you just wanna give it your all, fight till your very last breath? Yup, fight i did. A very terrific fight i would have to say but i'm always exhausted at the end of the day and before i have yet to replenish my lost energy, the fight starts again. This time, stronger and scarier than before. How many normal beings can take this kinda mental torture? One's already enough and i have to deal will three! Alright, stop. You win. I admit defeat. Go get your prize. And there, i throw away all my shields and blades and walk further and further away from my prize. Yup it's time anyway. I could go to highler lands. Lands where i could reap harvest without working too hard.
Recently yt flared up at her granny and glad she did for she has been keeping it in her for the longest period of time. I wish i could do likewise. I wish i could flare up at YOU. However, we're good friends aren't we? Flaring up would mean all these are just a show of pretense wouldn't it? Flaring up would just show that i'm the weaker one wouldn't it? Well, i just wouldn't. Lets see who gets the last laugh.
Looking at all the problems i have to deal with, its pretty amazing that i haven't yet suffered a nervous breakdown. Somebody get me a tiger. I need to drown my sorrows in beer.
Lovely Angel <
3:31 PM
