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Friday, November 30, 2007
So i've started work at TCC. I've been posted to the same outlet again. I had conflicting feelings when i found out i was posted to the outlet at circular road. Glad because i would be 'back in the arms' of my ex-colleagues but sad because some of them had since left the company. Now that i'm no longer a new girl, i do not have any excuse for not remembering certain stuff, for not performing up to task and obviously, i do not have any excuse for unpardonable behaviour. However, some still feel that i need to be coached and repeatedly telling me things that i already know of.
Going back to the same place after a year brought back many sweet memories. It was there i met my close friends. One of them is apparently happily attached to another staff who started work a few months ago while the other has left the company in search of greener pastures i would say. I would enjoy going to work because of them and because i knew they would make me happy. Things are different now. Instead of feeling happy, i feel a sense of dread when work starts again next monday. I'm thinking of ways and means to escape from this 'sad-happy' job. You guys may not understand but i do with all my heart. Where are you guys?
Then again, i should be thankful that i've got a job which could tide me over for the next 5 months at least. Oh well, fuck this job. Just let me earn more money...
Lovely Angel <
10:19 PM
Monday, November 26, 2007
My deepest condolences to the 5 dragonboaters who lost their lives in Cambodia. How sudden this piece of news came to us, how quickly death comes and goes. My sympathy goes out to the family members involved in this terrible incident. As with other unnatural deaths, this incident has taught me to treasure my family members and loved ones more. To you, you know who you are, i love you and i will treasure you.
Yes, a pretty melancholic opening for what seems to be my first entry in one and a half weeks. Yes, i haven't been updating in a long time. Don't ask me why i haven't been updating when i've got so much time at hand. Basically, life's been really mundane for me and there's nothing much happening in my otherwise boring life. BUT all's about to change when i start work AGAIN at TCC. Yup, i've once again applied for a job there. Where i will be working and when will be posted at a later date. Hopefully i will be posted to a branch in town.
Nothing major happened recently just that i visited Changi Airport Terminal 3 with baby. Nothing spectacular as most of the shops aren't open yet but i like the atmosphere there. Really peaceful and quiet. The perfect place to study and relax. Photos will be posted at a later date. Till then guys...
Lovely Angel <
7:32 PM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Like they always say, better late than never. Yes i have been neglecting this little blog of mine since my exams ended. Too busy, too little time for myself. We were crazy when etymology exam ended for that day marked the start of our 8 months of holidaying. Yes, 8 months and i'm saying it for the benefit of those ill-informed or those who have only a mere 2-3 months of break! Kar's now free to do whatever she wants until school term starts in august! However, i will be really busy in a few weeks what with the start of baking class, work, tuition and more work.
Yes, you've not read it wrong. Karmene's going for her first ever baking class! No, i won't burn down the kitchen, i wouldn't mix sugar with salt, neither will i create a mess out of the kitchen! Class starts November 24th this Saturday and i'm so looking forward to it not because i love baking but because this will be the first time that i will be attending a course with my poly buddies, yt and huijun! ( Yeah qiaolin doesn't wanna join cos she knows she will burn the kitchen down. Ha ha ha. Just joking babe. *what the hell?!*)
The past week or rather past two weeks have been fully utilized for meet ups with one of my closest buddies as well as celebrating dear yt's birthday. Shall say no more for i'll let the pictures speak for itself. Realized its been a long time since i last posted any decent pictures so do enjoy...
Amanda dear and me at Kbox. I had a blast of a time then!
Yt's birthday celebration at Sizzler's Suntec City on 15th November 2007
Her sweet birthday present from ql and me
Loves...
Another shot with the birthday girl
Like a little kid, rejoicing over snacks!
To my baby: thanks for always fooling around with me!
And i love you so...
Lovely Angel <
7:32 AM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Its so ironic. How much i wanted to exams to end but when tomorrow's my last paper, i suddenly feel a sense of loss. I don't know what else to do for the rest of the 8 months. Well, what i do know, is that i've got activities packed till the end of December what with yiting's birthday celebration, christmas celebrations, meet-ups, my birthday celebration as well as count down to the new year. Once again, its time to make resolutions for the new year. That aside, let's just focus on the present shall we?
I'm glad to say that our Hongkong trip is more or less finalised. Having being given the green light from all our parents, we will start planning for our trip officially tomorrow. Can't wait. First holiday with friends without being tied to school. First shopping trip with friends. I should be excited shouldn't i? But at this point in time, there are stuff to settle before i can put my mind into planning for the trip.
Relationships are like rubber bands. All's well and happy when its loose and bouncy. However, when one party begins to pull one end of the rubber band lightly, it becomes a little tight. Still happy though but the shape has already taken a turn for the worse. A stronger pull, the rubber band becomes a little elongated. Corners begin to form, corners are the start of an end. A rounded corner though but a corner nonetheless. A little more and the rubber band becomes rectangular in shape. Now, the corners are more defined. When corners become more distinct, the rubber band would have reached its maximum capacity. It's at its optimum stretch level. It's just waiting for a littlepush before it bounces off. Now, the rubber band is only holding on with all its strength. Either one end of the band is moving closer to the other end to closen the gap or the force isn't great enough to break the band. Then again, a rubber band seldom breaks does it? It just bounces back to its original shape and continues looking. You are that rubber band. The cornered rubber band who is ready to snap anytime. While the other end of the rubber band is desperately trying to close the gap. Don't pull anymore. The other party will let go.
Lovely Angel <
8:19 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE!!!
Just three more days and we will be off to freedomland! One day in fact for tmr we'll be facing the greatest challenge of our lives! That's our grammar test! After that, everything will be more or less relaxed. I'm already in my holiday mood. Any plans for meet ups after next wednesday are fully welcomed.
I wonder if you were talking about me. Did it really matter that much to you? Whatever happened between us was real? I just think it was a pity to let it all go. If only we weren't too impulsive, we might have solved it better or maybe, still be together. If only...
And when will you ever come to your senses? When will you ever think? When will you ever be ready to stop playing the fool? You think you know me so well yeah? well fuck off. I know myself better than you. I don't want you in my life anymore. I just wish i could be rid of you but you follow me like a leech. Fuck.
Happy 400th day baby. Its been so long and i love you so much
Lovely Angel <
7:56 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
I know i haven't updated in the longest time. Haven't had the mood what with projects and exams coming up all at once. Well, the good news is, i'm done with all my projects for this sem. The bad news is, i'll be stucked at home for the next few days desperately trying to understand MODGRA. Seriously, what is it with nouns, pronouns, adverbs, adjectives and the likes? Its driving all of us crazy! As quoted from Chen Zhi Quan, " it's useless. Extremely useless if you want to use it on Primary school kids". So why the fuck are we learning it? Argh... endure endure...
Did i mention that i miss you? I miss the times we used to go out together, just chill and talk about anything under the sun or the moon rather. It seems so long since we last did anything like this together. You seem so far away from me now but i'm still hoping that one day, you will come back to me and we'll do all the crazy things together again. I miss you chin! I hope you're having fun over at the states but DO NOT forget your poor fren over here! Lots of love.
Once again, i've been fired from my tuition job. What is it with the kids nowadays? Or even the parents? I refuse to take any blame for the kid's poor results for i felt that i have put in my 101% effort. However, what do i get in return for spending days trying to figure out a perfect method to teach the kid? I see her staring at the clock on the wall every other second. Hello?! My face isn't on the wall. If you want knowledge from the wall, you can jolly well go stick yourself against the wall. And my chinese lesson has become so torturous only tic tac toe can save her. What the hell?! ( Qiaolin, this is for you. I don't forget you in times of need). When asked her results, i just got an " results not very good" for an answer. Hello?! How "not very good" are her results right? When asked if tuition's still on this friday, i actually got an " my daughter is more interested in group tuition" Like what the hell?! Please think of a more intelligent excuse! I'm sure her daughter would love staring at the wall during group tuition or staring at her friend's watches for that matter as the teacher wouldn't even care given that he/she has another 10 students or so to care for. So good riddance to that girl and her mother. Actually her mom isn't all that bad but i guess her instructions sucks la. Yah, again not my fault that her daughter didn't score well in her exams! Who said that concentrating only on essays would make her daughter score well?! What the fuck?!
Wow, felt so good after letting it all out. To Yiting, a blog is for you to write whatever you want, use any language and i totally support you. To hell with people who misinterprete your intentions alright? I love you babe so so much!
Oh by the way, a very happy 13th month anniversary to my baby!! I love you so much and thanks for being with me through thick and thin! I love you I love you I love you
Lovely Angel <
6:34 PM
