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What Words Alone Can't Say
by Nathan Wende
More often than not
Words can't describe
My feelings for you
Which live deep inside
Feelings that grow stronger
With every beat of my heart
I knew you were the one for me
Right from the very start
There isn't a moment
In the day I can find
Where you face and smile
Don't appear in my mind
I long to be with you
And hold you so tight
To protect you and love you
Everyday and each night
We share something so special
Each and every day
A feeling in our souls
Words alone can't say
Entries
Sunday, January 06, 2008
I could have been really pissed.
I could have sprouted vulgarities in every message that i sent, every word that i said.
I could have complained to you and wished against all hopes that you would understand, you could feel how i felt.
But I didn't. Not because i was scared, not because i didn't want to but because i understood and respected you.
If i did, why am i still feeling this way? Why do i feel that i've lost the whole world? Why do i look at them and fantasize about the moments i can't have?
Perhaps after that incident, i have become more careful. I don't ever want to be what they call a dependent woman. After that incident, i have completely woken up and have been berating myself since. Why did i ever fucking open my mouth? Fuck you, Karmene. Fuck, have you forgotten what you've promised yourself? He made you lose your pride. He made you unworthy of yourself. He also made you feel like you're the lousiest woman in history. Then why the fuck are you following in her footsteps again and again? You were the pride-less woman, you were the bitch, you were the one he made use of. You were the one he never did love so why the fuck are you repeating all these again? Fuck you, karmene. I wish you could just disappear from this earth.
Don't ever find me again.
Lovely Angel <
11:24 AM
