I was living in the past but somehow you brought me back

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What Words Alone Can't Say
by Nathan Wende

More often than not
Words can't describe
My feelings for you
Which live deep inside
Feelings that grow stronger
With every beat of my heart
I knew you were the one for me
Right from the very start
There isn't a moment
In the day I can find
Where you face and smile
Don't appear in my mind
I long to be with you
And hold you so tight
To protect you and love you
Everyday and each night
We share something so special
Each and every day
A feeling in our souls
Words alone can't say

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Monday, June 30, 2008

I must have thought a million things before typing this post. I must have typed a million words before deleting everything and starting on it over again. Nothing seems right to me. Everything seems wrong.

Finally i'm into my second week of attachment. I hope time would fly by once again for me. School life's far too stressful for me. I sometimes wonder why i couldn't be like my counterparts who appear so relaxed, like they haven't a care in the world.

Then again, i'm left with just 4 more lesson plans before i can finally enjoy my weekends in peace. It's just 4 anyway, should be able to get it done tonight.

My mind's a blank. I've been having sleepless nights worrying about the first day i start teaching. I've been thinking of all the possible things that could bring me down on my very first day. Every night i rehearse in my mind all those things i'm gonna say infront of my students on my very first day and i end up forgetting them the next morning when i wake up and the cycle repeats itself again. Hopefully the last two weeks of attachment goes by in a flash.

We seem to have a million and one things to say in the past. Now, work has over taken our desire to make conversation. Fatigue somehow, has found its place between us. Has life become so mundane that we no longer have a common topic anymore? Or is it just me? Being out of place with the rest of you? Or have we found something or someone more important than the rest of us? It just seems weird..This attachment, its a curse..

Lovely Angel <
5:55 PM